#but my brain REFUSES to acknowledge them as such
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americankimchi Ā· 9 months ago
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thinking about how both tfa (2015) and rogue one (2016) came out post-disney's acquisition of lucasfilms (2012) and both those films live on so fondly in my heart but have also, somehow, been earmarked in my head as the last true additions to star wars canon to have come out ever since
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electric-plants Ā· 8 months ago
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cyno: could you give me advice on how to get closer to alhaitham?
kaveh: huh?? why are you asking me? i hate alhaitham
cyno: haha oh yeah thatā€™s one of my favorite jokes you do itā€™s so funny :)
kaveh: ā€¦..one of your favorite what?
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faunabel Ā· 4 months ago
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my fave form of what's basically friends to lovers is when two people meet and have all their own baggage and the connection they form together and love they have for each other forces them to unpack all that baggage if they want to make things work. the kind of relationship where you're forced to look in the mirror and stop avoiding ur own problems because that person forces u to confront all of them (and u force them to confront theirs, too) because the relationship will Not work if you keep up all these walls either from your person of interest or even from urself!!! and there's too much of something there to give up and move on because it's difficult
the kind of thing where there's romance but the real plot of it all is self transformation through loving another. like the focus is on two individuals w/ their own lives who come together and have romantic feelings for each other vs the romance itself being the plot.
and maybe in the end they don't even stay together! maybe it doesn't work out! but there's drastic change and an undeniable impact they both made in each other's lives that will live on. is changing for the better not love in its rawest form?
#( šŸ’­ faun thinks )#this idea has been sitting in my brain for a while and i randomly got the urge to talk about it again#when i write romance this is usually how i do it <3#i love when characters are forced to deal w/ their baggage and unhealthy coping mechanisms because they love someone enough to#put in that effort#or if not that then the connection makes them realize where they're screwing themselves over so they can acknowledge and fix it#Characters. being forced to Think. to Self Reflect. to acknowledge things they're buried about themselves.#i love it#one example would be like. when someone usually runs away from deep connections but is forced to confront that fear because they get#attached enough to someone to genuinely not want to lose them or to genuinely not want to hurt them if they themselves refuse to acknowledg#how much they genuinely care for them on a personal level#stuff like that!!!!!!!! like yes bitch reflect on urself so u stop self sabotaging!!!!!!#make deep connections w/ the other characters through acknowledging ur shadow self!!!!!!!#compromise with someone u love when ur opposing baggages create conflict!!!!!!!#put in effort and grow as people together!!!!!!!!! learn and evolve with someone else!!!!!!!!#this probably says a lot about me...... and this is probably why i don't really like romance as a genre lol#i like when stuff goes deep and focuses on the characters as individuals instead of purely love interests that end up being rather shallow
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allastoredeer Ā· 5 months ago
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You were wondering which circle Lucifer might live in, an if I had to guess, I'd say the sixth one. The one meant to punish heresy:
the belief or opinion contrary to orthodox religious (especially Christian) doctrine
An opinion profoundly at odds with what is generally accepted
A fitting place to settle down for one so severely punished for thinking too far outside of the box.
That'd be fucking awesome and so so fitting.
I'm so curious about where Lucifer's house is. We don't see any indication of where he'd be living within Pentagram City, so if the 9 Circles are a thing, I 100% believe he lives in one of those. You're so big brained for putting him in the Heresy Circle, it's perfect for him.
(But I also love bullying Lucifer and I like the idea that he's cursed to be close to the Sinners at all times as punishment, that way he's constantly reminded of his hubris and mistakes, which is why he locks himself up in his work-room so much. He's as stuck with the Sinners as the Sinners are stuck in the Pride Ring, and he copes with that by never, ever going outside. That's the real reason he's so pale. Guy has a the Hell equivalent of Vitamin-D deficiency.
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huxianposts Ā· 2 years ago
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I know what you are...
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puppyeared Ā· 10 months ago
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adhd comix
#man i dont even have the energy to be mad. im just tired#like. dont u love it when your parents exhibit symptoms of ADHD and your sibling is diagnosed with a learning disability#and instead of thinking oh shit what if the other one has smth too. they subject you to The Horrors#i cant bring myself to hate my parents. but im tired of feeling obligated to defend them when the thing they think is working#isnt actually working and ive just found other ways to cope to avoid any sort of conflict. like lying and stealing. lol#if someone took me aside and said 'hey so your brain doesnt make as much dopamine as usual and its not a bad thing it just means you#need external stimulation and reward system to function and youre not actually secretly fucked up or lazy' as a kid#im pretty sure i wouldnt be here rn with half the problems i already have. unfortunately getting diagnosed late means u dont have a teacher#to back you up at a parent teacher conference that forces your parents to take this shit seriously instead of ignoring it hoping itll#go away on its own. but hey what do i know i have squirrel ipad baby disease. what do i know about my own symptoms#AND. AND i think im allowd to be mad bc ive been doing my own research on this for years before and after diagnosis#theyve been putting me thru the WORST parenting techniques on earth. which they could have corrected at anytime but they were#comfortable thinking they were doing it right and didnt bother to check if they were or werent fucking up their kid in the long run#and refusing to acknowledge it. i just!! they just decided one day hey lets make babies!! and just looked at books on how to make#a human being survive as long as possible!!! what the fuck!!!!#im sorry for putting this on ppls dashes but i am. so tired. of bottling this up. and im not looking for sympathy or anything i just need#to scream and clench my fists to SOMEONE about it because theyre not gonna take this well up the ass. sigh#yapping#vent
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toytulini Ā· 2 days ago
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sees a post with otherwise good takes about shitty parents of kids with adhd complaining about their kids being the most annoying thing in the world and like genuinely Hating their kids and making reddit posts about their kids doing bog standard normal ass kid shit like asking a thousand annoying questions (THATS WHAT KIDS DO. THEIR WHOLE JOB AS A KID IS TO LEARN ABOUT THE WORLD THEYVE BEEN BORN INTO. OF COURSE THEY'RE ASKING YOU A THOUSAND QUESTIONS. WHY ARE YOU WHINING ON REDDIT WHEN YOU HAVE ACCESS TO SEARCH ENGINES AND YOU COULD BE LEARNING WITH THEM. MY MOTHER WOULDVE KILLED FOR ACCESS TO GOOGLE. WEAKASS)
but then that last addition for some reason feels the need to compare "medicating ADHD" to "medically lobotomizing" someone??????? feels?????? offensive?????? you know they actually used to just straight up For Real lobotomize ppl for this, right? im so? thats not even? what? jesus fucking christ.
#toy txt post#feels more fucking lobotomized trying to focus on anything OFF my meds i can feel my brain trying to turn to mush and slop out of my skull#in response. but yeah sure we're about to get an incredibly anti-medication administration lets compare adhd medication to a fucking#lobotomy???? go fuck yourself. im refusing to reblog the post bc i worry this is going to derail and its gonna be a bunch of ppl#who got put on wrong dosages and meds that Didnt Work For Them acting like thats.....the case for all meds or some shit.#you SHOULD have a right to not be forced to take meds that make you feel like shit. strongly agree#would appreciate some acknowledgement that some ppl need meds to not feel like shit and its not in fact comparable to a fucking LOBOTOMY???#fucks sake my meds used to make me Kinda Bitchy and Overstimulated and my family used to beg me to not take them on off days but like i#wanted??? to be able???? to THINK???? and you know what finally helped?? figuring out a supporting schedule of caffeine so it wasnt just a#superhard crash into overstimulation hell + having the fucking agency to not be forced to eat dinner at the table with everyone and turn#into a raging bitch about hearing everyone chewing + having the fucking space and agency to decompress a little at the end of the god damn#day + a slightly lower dose! and guess what im actually just as Annoying on my meds bc now my brain actually works and i can FOCUS enough#to research my interests and questions and annoy everyone around me by talking about. roller coasters or worms or some shit#ouagh
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rivilu Ā· 1 year ago
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There's pieces of media that alter your brain chemistry and then there's pieces of media that rearrange you on a molecular level
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puppetgearing Ā· 5 months ago
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the fact that i named my wanderer "yue", a name that means moon and the moon being in niko's splash art.......
my brain worked overtime and i didn't even noticed
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a-very-fond-farewell Ā· 9 months ago
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tried to take a day off from writing. still woke up at 5am. letā€™s write then šŸ˜ˆšŸ”„
#sneaky niki#lamb loose liveblogging#I wanted to take a day off.. but my brain is now accustomed to wake up at 5 I guess??#thatā€™s so not fetch of me#topic of the day is:#Iā€™m pissed bc I had to make a sensible decision and move a plot point a few chapters down the line#which is not fun#but feels more organic#judging by the way Iā€™m keeping steady on this fic I think it will reach 300k#thatā€™s a rough estimate#maybe 280k if Iā€™m being generous instead of acting like a sadistic prick#but thatā€™s just a theory#HDS is making it extremely hard for me to keep a steady pacing too#for example. recently heā€™s been giving me headache after headache about his growing sense of paranoia#he knows he isnā€™t sleeping enough#he knows heā€™s stressed af#the only reason why he has to trust one or two people in his life is bc he will turn absolutely insane if he doesnā€™t#and this is not me shaming#I remember how I was at my most paranoid during a prolonged episode#trust me. that ainā€™t fun#but heā€™s starting to hear things. thatā€™s concerning. thatā€™s suspicious. he needs help#but as usual. he refuses to acknowledge his limitations#also. attic-wifing your nemesis maybe isnā€™t a safe starting point to discuss with a trained professional during therapy#do criminals go to therapy?#I mean. not convicted ones. I do believe itā€™s part of their reintegration program. good for them#but like.. sneaky criminals? big fish evading taxes? one inconspicuous attorney holding his amnesiac crush hostage?#idk mate this is fiction#you have fun today ok?#go hug someone. or a pet. or a tree.#:D
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the-cookie-of-doom Ā· 1 year ago
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so I got flexed off from work today, and that was supposed to mean sleeping in an extra hour, waking up at six, and studying for my exam. What that actually meant was sleeping until 9, and reading fic until 11, and now sitting here post-shower at 11:20, trying to convince myself to be a person, and instead scrolling tumblr. cries.
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lovsome Ā· 1 year ago
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im gonna start going to therapy again
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pagesofkenna Ā· 2 years ago
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every day i'm tempted to go back to Metal Flowers (my knives!Hanakaki kanej fic) and edit the like two lines where the cure condition is described as feelings being reciprocated, into the cure condition being feelings confessed, and change nothing else
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dollarstoreartsupplies Ā· 2 years ago
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Anyway this drawing made me consider a Dustin who can see the dead cuz it sort of accidentally looked like a ghost cat until I edited the outline so now Iā€™m Considering That
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numerousracoons Ā· 2 years ago
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Okay but hear me out- Donnie x Kendra.
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variaandroise Ā· 3 months ago
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Point taken. My response was effectively a very extended version of the previous ā€œThat was an affectionate fuck youā€ response. I still stand by the idea of this post being mostly a culture clash (because I want to take people in good faith). I wanted to explain why some people reacted how they did in a manner that wasnā€™t asā€¦ obviously antagonistic as everyone else on this version of the post. Just donā€™t want to be misconstrued.
I agree, this should mostly be conducted with people who are already your friends or at minimum in a more closed space so one can leave it easier if they donā€™t like it. This general mode of interaction would make most people uncomfortable if they were dropped into it unexpectedly, so put them somewhere they donā€™t leak (much, some people are either unthinking or assholes, but banning/blocking works in those cases).
We've all gotten just a bit too comfortable being jerks to strangers on the internet I think
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